Last Monday, me and my cousin were talking. We were in his room because I asked him if I can use his computer. Pumayag naman sya at nahiga na lang sa kama while I was checking my mails.
"It's nice having a boyfriend. But isn't it nicer if you can be yourself? I mean do something on your own or go out alone." my cousin blurted out.
"Yeah! It is nice to be alone sometimes... You know! Going grocery shopping, watching movie or maybe just lying in your bed alone..." I answered but not really interested.
My cousin is also gay. Probably that's why I'm living with him dahil pareho naman kami (aside from the fact na malapit lang yung bahay namin sa work ko). Right now, he's dating two guys. Yes, two guys. Let's call them R and M. R is a 25year old guy. I met him last friday night since my cousin let R sleep over in our house (btw, this is not the first time he let someone sleepover at our house). R stayed for about 2days here so I got the chance to talk to him although supladita-effect ang drama ko. Sunday morning na sya umuwi. Gumawa talaga ng paraan si cousin para mapauwi sya (cousin asked me to go out and make up a story na pupunta akong Makati para isabay ko na si R at maituro ko ang sasakyan nya pauwi).
Kinagabihan, may kumatok sa pinto. I didn't know who it is so I checked it out. It was M and he had pasalubong (meaning 1.5 na coke at 2 mr. chips kaya lalong tumataba si cousin e) for my cousin. M is a college student and he's 17years of age. I called cousin from upstairs. Cousin and M talked while I'm watching anime sa sala. Apparently, di nagtext si M kay cousin because he's low bat and he just decided to come over., yes, on his own.
So in conclusion, the whole weekend na walang pasok si cousin, he was just staying at home while entertaining his guest. And of course, sex is always in the menu.
"Talaga? You watch movie ng mag-isa?" he asked.
"Yes! It was fun. Lalo na pag last full show. Bumibili pa ako ng popcorn bago pumasok sa loob ng sinehan." I explained.
"What do you think of R?" cousin asked again.
"He's funny." R is funny., sometimes. Although madalas, di ko sya maintindihan kasi parang lagi niyang kinakain yung words.
"I think so, too." cousin said. "I just hate it when people stay long after sex. You know what I mean, right? Sometimes, I also need space so I can rest after that."
Ano ka? Alien kaya you need space? I thought pero di ko na sinabi. I thought it wasn't the right time to joke around.
"Sino ba talaga sa kanila?" I dared to ask him.
"I dunno. I mean, R is funny. And M, he's too young for me but he's sweet. To think he's a student at nagdadala pa sya ng pasalubong for me." He replied.
I didn't say anything. Pero I told something to him in my head.
"You gotta think fast, dear cousin. Baka pareho pa silang mawala sayo..."